Well, I haven't written in a couple of days, so here I am on October 13! That will mean something only to those who worked with me on the yearbook at Bellingham High, and maybe I should create a page with some of those pictures and the audio we created! Oh boy that would be fun!

Yesterday, Saturday I visited my friend and drove around Western Massachusetts with Andy. The color of the leaves was much better than I saw in New Hampshire last weekend, and though it was raining had a great time. I found the oak tables I want for the living room, they're on my wish list. I don't think they have a web site, but the tables are Mission style and made by the Amish.

Church today, and it still bothers me to see couples together, remembering how close Joann and I were always. This grief pathway is sustaining, and though it is better than it was six months ago, it still hurts a lot. The Bible says to "be anxious for nothing, but in everything give thanks to God." I know that my anxiety isn't so much on the outside, it is inside, and causing me to lose sleep. Maybe it is the lack of work that is primarily responsible.

Oh well, maybe I'll get on here later tonight. Still so much I need to do and motivation I need to do it with. Thanks for listening!

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